[2005-03-18] - [7:21 p.m.]
[the sun is shining, the birds are singing, the sky is blue!]
[I can finally add a new entry! Whoooo! I am ecstactically(sp?) happy today because it's sunny and summery and we went to pizza hut! That rocked much, rock it's socks. I'm learning how to make desktops, mainly of Sky & Lana because they rock and I miss Lana already even though she only left the other day. Yes, I am sad over a fictional character. Yes, that's weird but live with it! I was so hyper today cause it was the last day of school, and me, JenJens, Caz and Sarah went down Hornchurch and had pizza in pizza hut. It was sunny and perfect, and I loved every minute of it. I'm still happy now, still walking on air. I doubt it'll last forever, but it might be sunny tomorrow as well. I can hope, right?
As I was saying, we had such a good time! JenJens broke her shoe and she had to hobble to our grassy hill, which is now dry enough to sit on! My feet hurt like hell, but it was worth it. Our days out rock. Banana's is in about a week, just less. Banana's in pyjama's no less! Oh yes, that will be sooo cool!
We only had three lessons today cause it was a half day, we gave each other electric shocks in science and Mr A-M wasn't in so we watched Blackadder in history. I wish I'd never taken science or history for my options now, I hate history and science is kinda boring sometimes. I'd be happier doing something like media, like I wanted to do in the first place. Oh well, too late now I guess. I'll get over it. English was a bit boring, I forgot to print of my story to give to Miss S but I can't now. It's way too close to home for her to read it. I don't trust her that much. Actually, I don't trust her at all. I reckon I have an issue with trust, some experiences aren't always good ones. Never mind, guess it doesn't matter now. I mean, I have at least one person I can talk to and a whole load of people who don't even know me! Does this diary sound a bit doom and gloomy sometimes? I'm sorry, it's my place of everything so some entries are a bit dark.
But I am happy, I am happy! For the first time since...forever, I feel totally and completely happy and I feel like there's no secrets anymore! Yup, that's cool.
And I love Lana!
A x]
The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.