[2005-03-29] - [5:30 p.m.]
[i'm sorry, it was my fault. all my fault.]
[I'm sorry. Really really sorry. I know I screwed up, and if you never wanna talk to me again then I'll miss you but I may get over it. I probably will. I mean, not that I'm trying to send you on a guilt trip or anything but you care (I think) about what happens to me. That means a lot. I feel loved. I felt loved. Now I just feel like...like I'm screwing up your life too. *shrugs* Maybe I made you feel all screwed up cause I suck a lot. *shrugs* I probably did; I do that to most people. I sound like a spaz but like I said, I've stopped caring. *shrugs* I still feel sick, I still feel awful every time I think..about..her. And it's my fault you're upset, my fault I'm upset, and my fault I'm about to throw up. Good night.
A x
]
The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.