[we'll stand forever this way]

[2005-03-25] - [10:15 p.m.]

[some songs - nobody said you'd be so beautiful/this is not enough!]

[Ho hum, still ain't slept properly yet. I drifted off a bit watching TV but that could have been cause of the crappiness of the telly programs. I've decided to do a long entry composed of nice song lyrics...from two songs! No, I am not kidding. It is a challenge, and I will write how I feel using two songs. One is shit, the other is cool.

Darius - Colour Blind <--the shit one.
Feelin’ blue, while I’m trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feelin’ green, when the jealousy swells and it won’t go away in dreams
Well, I wouldn't say jelous exactly. Shall we give a name to my mystery person. S. They are called S. So, I'm not jelous of S's 'partner' but I do dislike the dreams. They scare me.
Feelin’ yellow, I’m confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me
Oh yes, confused but very much liking their eyes on me! Okay, more confused than enjoying their eyes but they've got lovely eyes. Brown, like hot chocolate. You can just imagine melting into that whirlpool of perfectness...
Nobody told me you’d feel so good
Nobody said you’d be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You’re the light, you’re the light
When I close my eyes
I’m colour blind
I wish someone had told me how wonderful they were/are, how perfectly lovely. Except I can't say that. Because...just because.
Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me
Yes. All the time. Once a day, four times a week and already I'm missing you.
I’m colour blind
I just can’t deny this feeling
Mainly focusing on the last line, it's wrong. You can deny it; I just have.

All the things she said - TATU <--the good one
Yeah, this is basically the whole song because I can't write what this song reminds me of. It's easy to guess, I saw it on the Hits today, and I thought 'Yeah, apply this to my situation and alter the meaning slightly and you got it!'
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough,
enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough [wa wa]

All the things she said
All the things she said

All the things she said

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
‘Cause I'm feelin' for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough

All the things she said

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy lookin' at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough

All the things she said

Whoa, that was a rather long entry and I'm none the wiser but maybe you are? Do I care?

A x

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