[2005-05-05] - [9:41 p.m.]
[i feel a rant....]
[Bleurgh. I feel a rant coming on. I would advise all readers to stand well back and put on safety googles & aprons. Or just run as fast as your little legs can carry you. Or continue reading at your own risk. Or skip back two entries and read happiness.
I am doing my fucking head in! It's like, I've done the evil English papers yet I still feel so odd... I have my head full, mainly with a load of crap but, you know. I have my head full of English. Okay, that sounded so boff-ish. That was not how it was meant to sound. I mean, we have the writing paper tomorrow & I want to write a story but I know I'll get in there & everything will all go blank & it'll be disaster on Elm Street!
And I wish we didn't have French because I am just gonna go off the wall if she says anything to me, I may just burst into tears and walk out. Or possibly not, but you get the idea? I don't think she has any idea what she's done, she makes everything so much harder, so much more complicated. She makes Wednesdays & Fridays a living hell, she makes being at home and trying to do homework for French a lot of hell. Hell hell hell! Am I getting my point across? It is hell, hell, hell! Hell! French is hell!
Apart from that actually, most things are not hell. I just wish French was not screwing up everything quite so much. But I will get over it. I'm over it. But I still have to do French tomorrow, which sucks.
Meh.
Hm, who thinks I just handled that really bad? Possibly, I did that worse than when she found out... Yup, definatly worse. Jesus, I am so crap at explaining, aren't I? I don't want to remember. That sounded bad. Hmm. Oh well. *moves on*
I can't lie to myself that I'm not always thinking of you.
Hmm. Possibly should just stop thinking then...
A x]
The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.