[2005-04-25] - [4:59 p.m.]
[aaaaaaaaaa, SAT's in like a week! *panics*]
[Aaaaaaaaaah! Okay, that's the panicking out of the way...moving on. Me & Coral were very hysterical today, well this morning. PE was a great stress relief, we had these foamy javelin thingeys that we had to throw & try & hit Mr D on the head...okay, we weren't supposed to hit him, but hey! And then we did this triple jump thing with some other random teacher, that was cool. It was kinda rainy outside so we stayed inside! That's a good thing in case you didn't realise, I don't freeze my butt off for the fun of it in PE. Anyways.. And I felt so ill all the way through drama & german, I thought I was gonna faint or drop down dead on the floor. Not joke, I felt like shit on legs. I felt a bit better after lunch, math is a good lesson to just sit there & fall asleep a bit.
English was bad. Really really bad. Miss S was kinda...really upset. She was doing the whole 'I'm so disappointed in you' act til Zirah laughed. Then all hell broke loose. She yelled that we shouldn't bully people & she'd been a victim of bullies. In case I forget, she's 24. Random fact there. And we're so behind everyone else, & she was just so angry about last week when she was ill. I could rant for hours about the crap-ness of English last year & the reasons why we're so behind everyone else anyways but I don't. I'm nice like that. And Miss S was pretty much crying in English. I was already pretty much hysterical anyways, stress is bad. But crying in an English lesson would be bad, so I didn't. Although I do a lot of bad things, maybe I should try crying in English & see if anything happens. Or I could just walk out. Maybe I'd get my point across? I'll so badly crap up my SAT's anyway, I may aswell point out to people that school majorly sucks. Really can't stand much more of it anymore, it kinda reached that point where it just feels like there's no point. But then there's all this stupid stuff & I really don't know what to do! Doing Macbeth is not doing my head much good either, for a number of reasons. It's a fucking mess. Should stop bursting into tears all the time.
A x]
The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.