[2005-05-06] - [6:24 p.m.]
[all over at last! *parties madly*]
[Whoooooooooo! No more exams, ever! Well, for the time being anyways. I done the English writing paper now, isn't that good? I feel pretty okay about them all, no post-exam-stress (yes, I'm sure that really exists & if it doesn't, then I just invented it!). Where was I? Oh yes. Feeling very proud of myself, despite still not being able to spell & so on & so on. Me, Lexi & Anne are planning a random webcam chat tonight cause Anne's going to Lexi's & Lexi & myself have a webcam. Do you see how the plan works? Well, if you don't, then live with it cause I'm not explaining again.
The Little Brown Dog Jumped Over The Lazy Red Fox.
This simple sentence (which includes every letter of the alphabet unless more letters have been added since I last looked) was the start of a new joke. Joke. Yes, joke. Don't ask. Lexi suddenly came out with 'You like S too.' Don't ask. Random-ness!!! Well, gosh, how did you guess? *rolls eyes* Sometimes I wonder...just wonder, if maybe what they want to hear is something totally wrong. Like if I suddenly said I wanted to fuck her til the cows came home, would that make life more interesting? Or simply cause more 'jokes'. Would be funny to see their reactions though. Well, since Lexi reads this diary I may aswell write something about Miss S in here. Oh yes, I wish she was mine, I wish she'd just say she loved me in the middle of a bloody English lesson, I wish that she would hold me tight & kiss me. A lot. Feeling better m'dears?
Okay, enough with the lesbianism. ;)
I made an angel desktop last night & did an Anime layout but most of the pictures are kinda like porn!!! It's like, I type in Anime and suddenly all this pron pops up on my screen! It was just everywhere, I couldn't get rid of it! :o So traumatic...
I think I'll put everything about S in italics, that way everyone can skip reading that! :D Well...it's an idea. And besides, it gets confusing if I just randomly go on about 'you' all the time.
Is this what they call 'troubles of the heart?' Because that sucks a lot. I wish you weren't always here in my head, never far away. But in September, you're gone forever, right? That's it, out of my life forever. Just a passing shadow in the distance; not ever getting close to me, not ever smiling at me and pretending you know me. Because you don't. Maybe you think you do, maybe you think I am the girl you always thought I was, but no matter how you see me, you got it wrong. Believe me. You all got it wrong. Every single fucking one of you.
And now I shut up about them. Does that make S sound plural? Cause that's a bit weird... *shuts up*
I'm amazed no one makes the connection. Okay, only Lexi reads this diary, but as far as I know, she hasn't made the connection. Incidently, S isn't just a random letter. Nothing in this diary is chosen randomly, it just appears that way. Except all the stuff that really is random!
A x]
The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.