[2005-06-07] - [7:33 p.m.]
[losing my addiction to updating]
[I seem to not update as much as I used to. And why is this? Because I have nothing to say? Because I no longer need to write about crap to make me happy? Because I don't have time? Because I have better things to do? Probably the last one. Definatly the last one.
I did my German speaking test yesterday, I think I got a level 5/6. This means nothing to me, but apparently it's good so I'm happy. Yay me. :D I have to talk for a minute in English. *has panic attack* Aaah, holy shit. Yes, holy shit indeed. Everyone says I'm really good at talking in front of people. True. But that doesn't mean it isn't the most horrible, disgusting, evil & terrifing thing in this life.
S was a mistake. I haven't written about S in forever. But they were a mistake. They started off real, they ended up as a figment of my twisted imagination. So I'm moving on. :) I kinda realised today that I never actually felt anything for them at all, ever. So, yeah. Moving on. Go find somebody else to love like.
Really need to go look at the happy Cornwall pictures. Yup, happy pictures.
My computer is scaring me. I installed a copy of Office 2003 & now Microsoft Word doesn't work. *worries* Oh dear god, that's bad! I neeeed Word! I'll poke dad til he fixes it I guess.
I got a new msn addy today because some bastard hacked into my account. Bastard. Bastard. Bastard. Getting my point across? Yeah.
Holby City's on in twenty minutes. Dad isn't home. I feel so tired, yet I had a solid nine hours sleep last night. That's more than I normally get in a week. Since I got back from holiday, I've been going to bed much earlier. It's a shame I just can't sleep when I go to bed. Gah, that sucks. Need something to knock me out for a while.
Thirteen weeks til I'm in year ten, unless I still can't count properly. Fifteen weeks til Anne leaves. :( Me & her had such fun in English today! We were supposed to be doing our speech thingey only we couldn't stop laughing! Think we'll still be like that in year ten? Gonna suck if we're not.]
The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.