[2005-04-05] - [6:50 p.m.]
[close your eyes and jump]
[It was the 2nd day back at school today, much better than yesterday. Although I got into yet more trouble in German for homework not done, texts unsent, emails unwritten...oops, wrong rant.. Anyway, I got into more trouble for staring out of the window (and Lottie didn't even back me up!) and then asked to shut up because Lottie asked me to ask Miss C about what we were supposed to be doing! Me?! And I was like 'Oh, that's right, blame me!' Meh. Oh well, the rest of the day was cool. English was fun, I was in a group with Zirah, Sarah, T (who probably doesn't want her real name on here because I hate her), Tom and Will. Will being Sarah's ex, so that was funny. Miss kept giving me strange looks, wonder why...*looks innocent* And I won a million quid! Go me! Uh uh uh...and so on and so on. We played Who Wants To Be a Millionaire in English, and me & Dan won cause we rock y'all! So there... And I now sit with Ali, Em & Laura in textiles instead of on my own, so that's cool. I have so gotta have a shower now, otherwise it'll get to 8:00 and then I'll have to watch Holby City! And it'll be a toss up between Mickie & Jodie, or being clean...can't decide which one I'd chose so I'd better go shower now.
So you know, I told M everything. Well, pretty much. Close enough. He said he already knew pretty much, so that was a nice surprise? Ah well, better than him saying I needed help about the state of my head...
And although it may seem like I'm fairly messed up in this diary, or it may seem like the opposite, I dunno, but I'm not anymore. My head is firmly screwed on again, it just took a while to sort it out. So I guess I closed my eyes and jumped. I took a risk, and it worked out. Mostly it doesn't, but every time it does, I get a little bit of hope back again.
A x]
The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.