[2005-04-04] - [7:11 p.m.]
[oooh, 1st day back & it was straaange & miserable!]
[Meh. Let me give people some names I think, otherwise it's not fair on them. Well, let's begin.
There's S, this person who is so very, very cute & nice, who I like. Very much. They're at my school, pupil or teacher, I'll let you guess.
Then there's M, a guy, a friend of my dad's. I've told him quite a lot about me, but not everything. I was contemplating today telling him everything, but I chickened out...again. That sucked. I can be a very big chicken when it comes to talking about me. Oh well.
Who else do I need to give a code name to? Um, I don't think there is anyone else that I talk about in here that needs 'protection', so to speak.
I was only gonna talk to M because I got freaked out in English, but I guess I can't talk about it yet. Guess it's not important enough to say outloud. Or maybe it's too important to tell? Anyway, irrelevant. I didn't tell him, and that, as they say, is that. Over with. Never to be raised again. I can forget it, forgive those involved? Well, I can forget. Forgiveness comes later.
On a more positive side (cause school is sooo positive!), it was my 1st day back today. Everyone was miserable, and it rained! How dare it rain!? And we had netball, although Miss W did say I was a very good defender though. What a surprise, I suck at netball! But oh well, everyone had slightly cheered up by the time we finished.
Then we had a new drama teacher, he's from Oz! The land of no snow and sunshine. I got into trouble in German, again! Just like every other German lesson then. *rolls eyes* Maybe I shouldn't get into trouble in German, I'm in deep shit when my report at the end of the year. I can just imagine:
'Aimee does not concentrate in class, she spends more time staring out of the window than she does working. She is forever talking to Charlotte rather than working. Her homework is often of a low standard, or not done at all.'
Meh. Perhaps she'd like to try doing homework when she's so bored & alone & scared she can't breathe. That, I believe, is a panic attack? No, maybe not. Oh well, whatever. Maybe she'd like to try shutting her eyes, and seeing what I see? Nope, didn't think so! So, maybe now she'd like to reconsider her crap report & get me out of a lot of shit? Humm...
Yeah, and then I had math, boring. And then English, we're doing Macbeth now. That sucks majorly. I mean, it's a good story I guess, but I just hate English so much right now. I know why, and yet somehow I look forward to it. That's weird. And I know why I feel like that. But that's not the point I guess. Anyway, that was about it.
We did sex in PSHE, that was funny!
A x
PS. The 'M' thing was kinda connected to yesterdays entry I think. If yesterdays entry is the one I'm thinking of.
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The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.