[2005-03-15] - [7:22 p.m.]
[feeling crap]
[OMG, I feel so crap. Let's start at the beginning. I have a cold, which is not good. I ache all over due to being made to play center in netball yesterday. Which was mightily unfair. And my head hurts. And I've skipped taking that stuff I'm supposed to take for my anemia or whatever crap I have. Yup, I skipped taking it yesterday and today and now I am kinda regreting it. Maybe I just need something really high in sugar or whatever, chocolate wouldn't go amiss.
And apart from feeling physically crap, my mind is all like mushy peas. I guess that could be head, but... And there's a lot going on. I swear to god I do not fancy her. I don't think this is making very much sense, my heads gone like very mushed up peas. But I'll continue. I really don't fancy hedgehog okay? Seriously, I don't. And it's so not funny. It sucks so much, and I hate you for it. Not you, cause I have no idea who's reading this. But...yeah. But, then there's the other one. The one they all hate, and I don't know. I mean, it's wrong as hell but that isn't the point. I was thinking about giving my story to them today, but then I thought what if...what if they think it's reality. My twisted reality. And in a way, yes, it is my reality but it isn't real. I don't know, I just don't know! Was it real, was it just my imagination? Sure, it was based on reality but is it how I feel?
I'll kill the fic, end it for good so it's over either way. Is that the only way?
A x]
The Girl: -
Aimz; Fourteen; Crazy; Odd; Sarcastic; Brown Hair; Blue Eyes; Short; Skinny; Accident prone; Clever; Romantic deep down; Paranoid.
Loves: -
Three Days Grace; Simple Plan; Horror Films; Love Films; Any other films; Avril Lavigne; Kelly Clarkson; Green Day; Friends; Mobiles; MSN; The Internet; 'Casualty'; 'Holby City'; Photos.
Hates: -
Most manufactured bands; People who don't try to understand; People who are two-faced; Smoking; Cancer; Getting the blame; Having no money; Rain ruining my eyeliner; Families.